Ok Forrest, seems like you're just aiming a bit too high right now :P You're what? 21, 22? And apparently you're still in school. Why do you even feel like it's necessary to work at all? You should be out partying, dancing, drooling over teenage girl, drinking, etc... :D oh and tell your gf to relax... oh wait, don't listen to any advice from me in that department ;)
: The thing that's driving me nuts is _trying_ to keep my life from falling
: apart despite inevitable odd (like, for example, my boss having none of
: the work I was really hired for, but refusing to lay me off cause she'd
: have to pay unemployment, so instead she gives me shit work I can't stand
: to do and makes me feel bad for sucking up all her money when I'm not
: worth it anymore). So I've decided just to let it all go. I've got enough
: leeway in savings and such that I can afford to take a vacation. Maybe
: I'll put the pieces back together into something better later. In the
: meanwhile my last semester at school will be more relaxing with me not
: working, and I'll have time to work on Eternal as scheduled. If it still
: feels worth working on.
