In Response To: Re: Ramblings (dilbert)
> I think that I am being taken in the wrong context or at least
> some sort of strange lighting in the background. I am very sorry
> if MY use of carriage returns has upset you, but I see no
> relevance in your comparison of my posting style, nor my desire
> to obtain a working relationship with Bungie Software. A post
> was made earlier that stated that Nathan's job was open, I
> honestly expressed my opinion of the matter, with out hopes that
> Jason or Matt would see it and say "Hey there's a great
> idea, lets relocate this guy and have him do Nathan's job".
> No where did I imply that my skills or expertise was equal to or
> surpassing of those pertaining to Bungie, but that I would be
> glad to and felt that I could make a positive contribution.
> Should I apply for the job, I have every confidence that I would
> not even be considered, given my complete lack of professional
> experience. I have never developed a professionally produced
> titled, nor have I ever programmed and implemented a new gaming
> engine. I haven't climb to the top of a very tall mountain
> either, but none of that means that I wouldn't have an idea that
> would help. But to contradict, my experience has been more of Q2
> map making and RPG story telling, on a purely personal part time
> experience. Should I choose to leave my job, and devout my time
> to learning the newest technology, or how to use OpenGL in game
> graphic design, I think I would quickly find my self running
> very low on cash. But I never really had that chance to get full
> fledged, as I am sure that a lot of others that post to this
> list have. Many of them have responsibilities and other things
> to pre-occupy their time with, leaving very little time to
> really concentrate on their game development skills. Unless of
> course their responsibilities are that which include game
> development, say you work for Bungie or WestWood, or Sierra, but
> not all of us do. While I will keep my dream of hearing from
> Bungie in a pipe, I will not make waste of my time wishing that
> Bungie release a beta test of Halo exclusively for me. I will,
> just like you will, wait, and wait, read the posts, and wait,
> and then play halo, but not all day, as I must tend to my garden
> of pesky end-users who do not know how to format floppies, map
> network printers, nor perform other daily 'IT' tasks, just so a
> large company such as mine can turn a tidy profit. Not to
> mention my families monetary needs for food and shelter to
> provide for. In closing, I leave with just a reminder, If you
> don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change
> the way you think about it. Sorry for using so many carriage
> returns, next time I'll try to group my ramblings a little
> closer.
Actually I was just rambling. Something about the thread reminded me of that situation back there. I'll admit that there was a bitter tone to my post but it was mainly from remembering how absurdly silly the Hatrack guy's posts actually were. I didn't mean anything towards you by it, and if I've given offense I sincerely apologize.
nexZ
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